fuck.

Who the FUCK decides how things should happen?
Who the FUCK decides what will happen?
Who the FUCK decides when it will finally happen?
Who the FUCK thinks he's all powerful and can decide MY fate.

This is not meant to be offensive or whatever. But it is so common.
"Why are things this way?", "Why am I caught in such a stupid situation?"
Nobody understands why. If you are someone who can explain to me why life is this way, please feel free to leave a message.

Sometimes, life leads you to bang a wall. Even then, sometimes it's possible that one collision will break the wall down. It'll surely hurt, but at least you can continue down that same road. Other times, that same wall might not break when you bang into it. You hurt your head, and still have to use that same head to decide how you're going to continue.

If there's only one wall, it would still be okay. But what if it's an infinite series of walls? An infinite labyrinth? Once you walk into that path, the only feasible way out might be to bang the wall many many times, unless you are patient enough to wait til the walls corrode and crumble.

So, the only solution whenever this kind of problems arise is to bang the wall. It'll hurt once, it'll hurt twice, but after a few times, it eventually becomes part of life.