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Someone said yesterday that I was giving myself reasons not to find a job, even though I'm in need of money. Well, who isn't? Anyway, I know I have some time to work, but no way will I spend this last month or so, before I enlist, working.

It's time to play, party and have fun. It can get boring, but it's also quite enjoyable not to have to worry about papers, shiok! There's movies to catch, friends to catch up with. It's the best way to spend life, seriously.

What am I doing today? Maybe a movie would be nice.

TPJC Post Prom. One week's time. Party time.

hanging on.

One of the most difficult things to do is to concentrate on something when all your peers are enjoying themselves.It's just that hard.

My A's end on Monday. But a lot of people end today or friday. Somehow, I've got to manage my revision these few days. I've got to find a way to study and revise my Further Mathematics on my own. It's hard, but it has to be done.

It's only 5 days before my A-level education is completed. But it's going to be 5 long days. Sadly.

imperfection.

You often hear people lameting how something isn't perfect, how it is never the way they think it should be. But very often, you see the same person letting go of something that borderlines on perfection, and chasing an imperfection. How ironic is that?

I can't say how true it is for the millions of people out there. But if you're looking at me, that might very well be the case. I've recently realised how I gave up borderline-perfection to pursue a completely imperfect life. And I always thought I was leading a better life.

In life, we often never know what is perfect, til we give it up, and we look back. It is then we realise how much we've given up. That's life. I should therefore learn to appreciate everything in my life, before it's too late. Be it my family, friends, whatsoever, I should appreciate them all, everything that ever existed in my life should be appreciated.

On a side note, the perfect news this morning, Liverpool lost 3-0 to Arsenal.
And not a single Arsenal striker scored a goal. Instead, 2 defenders and a young man not much older than me scored. Hmmmm. Of course, the imperfect news is that Arsenal won. But we can't have the best of both worlds. I'll just appreciate the fact that Liverpool lost.