Watch It.

Revolution.

My choice.
My determination.
My life.

boys2men

Does serving the two mandatory years of National Service really turn immature,whiny boys into hardened men?

Well, I'll find out after my own two years, which happily begins ONE days from now. There's no error in the earlier sentence. It's just my wish that there would be days before I have to enlist so that I can enjoy my life slightly more before enlistment.

What does enlistment mean?
On the positve side, it means:
- daily trainings & exercise
- monthly allowance from the army
- no worries about how to pass my weekdays

On the negative side:
- no more meeting up with my friends as and when we feel like
- no more mahjong anytime we are free
- no time to go cable ski at batam
- no mambo nights at zouk

It's not like I have a choice though. So I'm just going to have to enjoy my time in camp. Good luck to me and all others who are enlisting soon.

woah.

I'm confused.
Over what one might ask.

The thing is, there's so many things to confuse me that I'm confused over what I should be confused.

liah: =) abit is bluff one la.. hahas.. you sld know.. wahaha..

I agree. Everything in life, everything anyone might say at any point of time could easily be a bluff, because we can never know what is going to happen later on in life. I can say one thing today, and do another a month down the road. Who can say anything is certain, who can ensure that anything is forever.

So, what happens in the future shouldn't be a concern. Instead, what is happening now should be the main concern.

What is happening now in my life is, I just want to enjoy myself and in the meantime, find some time to get my ass out there and regain some of my long-lost fitness. At least I won't look like a total loser in BMT. That would be so lao kui-ish.

Anything other things don't really matter much, simply because they are all in the future.

Lastly, I just want to thanks all my friends. For whatever reasons.

Merry X'mas and a happy new year to everyone! : )

I damn well hate it when people think they understand me well.
That well that they can decide my life.
That they can tell me that I'm doing something I shouldn't do.
When I know perfectly well that I'm not doing anything wrong.

These people.
Can fuck off.
I mean it.

It really bothers me to know
That such people exists in my life
No matter how much I try to convey the message to them

post As

Someone said yesterday that I was giving myself reasons not to find a job, even though I'm in need of money. Well, who isn't? Anyway, I know I have some time to work, but no way will I spend this last month or so, before I enlist, working.

It's time to play, party and have fun. It can get boring, but it's also quite enjoyable not to have to worry about papers, shiok! There's movies to catch, friends to catch up with. It's the best way to spend life, seriously.

What am I doing today? Maybe a movie would be nice.

TPJC Post Prom. One week's time. Party time.

hanging on.

One of the most difficult things to do is to concentrate on something when all your peers are enjoying themselves.It's just that hard.

My A's end on Monday. But a lot of people end today or friday. Somehow, I've got to manage my revision these few days. I've got to find a way to study and revise my Further Mathematics on my own. It's hard, but it has to be done.

It's only 5 days before my A-level education is completed. But it's going to be 5 long days. Sadly.

imperfection.

You often hear people lameting how something isn't perfect, how it is never the way they think it should be. But very often, you see the same person letting go of something that borderlines on perfection, and chasing an imperfection. How ironic is that?

I can't say how true it is for the millions of people out there. But if you're looking at me, that might very well be the case. I've recently realised how I gave up borderline-perfection to pursue a completely imperfect life. And I always thought I was leading a better life.

In life, we often never know what is perfect, til we give it up, and we look back. It is then we realise how much we've given up. That's life. I should therefore learn to appreciate everything in my life, before it's too late. Be it my family, friends, whatsoever, I should appreciate them all, everything that ever existed in my life should be appreciated.

On a side note, the perfect news this morning, Liverpool lost 3-0 to Arsenal.
And not a single Arsenal striker scored a goal. Instead, 2 defenders and a young man not much older than me scored. Hmmmm. Of course, the imperfect news is that Arsenal won. But we can't have the best of both worlds. I'll just appreciate the fact that Liverpool lost.